Our Reality

Written by Craig. Posted in Craig's Blog


Things are not always as they seem. I don't propose that any race or peoples are better or worse than any other. All peoples have their gifts and abilities and have a place and time for them to shine. LIke pieces of a puzzle.

In our reality men have many wives. In the eternal worlds, the earth is eve and collective mankind is adam. So the woman in the eternal worlds has many adam husbands. All of mankind put a part of themselves in the earth. This is how eve came to be from adam's rib out his 12th power known as sophia from the gnostic eleleth in that particular application of this general principal.
In our world parents have many children. In the eternal worlds, collectvie mankind are the parents of a single only begotten child we call the universe.
In our world social ranking such as the Spanish social rankings tend to put the black race at the lowest. In the eternal worlds the 7th order of the gods is the highset ranking and one which we will take a long time to progress to that point were we become gods. The Black race will take the lead in this and would be ranked the Highest order of the 7th.
The Asian oriental race is ranked above the black race. In the eternal worlds, the orientals take the lead in the 6th order of the priesthood of lords.
The arabic type peoples including India, etc. would take the lead in the 5th order, the priesthood of Archangels.
The Heathen Gentile type peoples would take the lead in the 4th order, the priesthood order of angels.

The Tribes if Israel would take the lead in the 3rd order, the Patriarchal priesthood. But the decendents of Abraham such as Isaac and Jacob would take the lead as Patriarchs of the family of Adam of this planet.
The Tribe of Levi would take the lead in the Aaronic Priesthood, the 2nd order.
The Tribe of Judah, the Jews, would take the lead in the Levitical priesthood the 1st order. This order is of a political nature and with in it's rank includes the rank of King David which includes Jesus who is the founder of the Stem Of Jesse.

From this we can see that in the eternal worlds, the first will be last and the last will be first.  

And in our reality the world is round. In the eternal world, the truth takes a course in between. The world takes on the human form. In it's infant state it seems round in a fetel position in a womb type atmosphere.

As you can see in the picture, (http://chroniclingamerica.loc.gov/lccn/sn83025121/1907-01-11/ed-1/seq-2/ ) there are pieces of the earth floating around in space. This is because some civilizations are able to advance faster and are given permission to colonize other planets or explore the universe. Pieces of the earth become like an earth ship and leave the planet. Or like islands floating in the air. One of the more recent events is Hy-Brasil: The Legendary Phantom Island of Ireland ( http://www.ancient-origins.net/unexplained-phenomena/hy-brasil-legendary-phantom-island-ireland-003608?nopaging=1 ) The City Of Enoch is another notable example. It comprises the area of the gulf of Mexico. This is the location where Gaia's reproductive parts used to be. This land is the home of The City Of Enoch, and the whole city was given permission to leave and colonize Venus. Venus is the planet reserved for our 6D experience as it is the 2nd plantet from the sun. It makes sense that this city would be removed from the earth for Gaia's own protection considering the past abuses of the Natives of this planet as will be remembered in the Book Of Enoch and in the biblical account about the sons of god and the daughters of men.
The City Of Enoch is said to return during the Millennial Reign about 500 years from now.  

An Exercise In Divinity

Written by Craig. Posted in Craig's Blog

published 5-26-16 updated 10-27-16

This is an exercise in divinity since we are god experiencing himself in us. An emination of himself in various stages of develpment. This picture is from the Book of "YOU" (Jeu) illustrating a pattern of where we came from and where we are returning. Since we began as something small and grow and expand to some thing large. As an atom expanding to a solar system, a cell expanding to a gallaxy. 7 expansions from inward to outward, and 7 from outward to inward. The whole on the one side and the defect on the other. The 8th showing Sophia in a fallen state and the bottom of her defective child as the 9th. We came from the father of all and we are returning to the father of all. We are the father of all even though we are experiencing ourself as a portion of the all. So we can begin understanding ourselves in my adaption of the Monad Based on the Secret Book Of John from The Archetype at: /01/arch/arch01/index.php/cappyzeb/1-mocuno

I am The Monad. I am a monarchy with out any­thing existing over it. I exists as the God and Father of the All., the invisible which dwells above the All, ... imperishableness which exists as the pure light upon which it is not possible for any eye to gaze.

I am the invisible Spirit, and It is not appropriate to consider me to be like the gods or that I am something similar. For I am more than divine, without anything existing over me. For nothing lords me.

I alone am eternal since It do not need anything. For I am totally perfect. I do not lack anything such that anything would perfect me, but I am always completely perfect in light. I can­not be limited because there is nothing before me to limit me. I inscrutable because there is no one who exists before me to scrutinine me. I am immeasurable because there is nothing which exists before me to measure me. It am invisible because there is no one to see me. I am an eternity existing eternally. I am ineffable because there is no one able to comprehend me in order to speak about me. I am unnameable because there is no one before me to name me. I am the immeasurable light, which is pure, holy, and unpolluted. I am ineffable being perfect in incorruptibility. I do not exist in perfection, blessedness, or divinity but I am far supe­rior to these.

I am neither corporeal nor incorporeal. I am not large or small. I am not such that one could say that I have quantity or quality. For it is not possible for anyone to know It. I am not something among existing things, but I am far superior—not as being supe­rior to others as though I am comparable to them but as that which belongs to myself. I do not participate in the aeons or in time as a constitutive part of them. For that which participates in an aeon was first prepared by others. I was not given a portion in time because I do not receive anything from another- for what­ever I received would be received as a loan. For what exists prior to anything else is not deficient such that I should receive from any­thing.

The Gospel Of Barnabas
page 85
God is so immeasurable that I tremble to describe him. But it is necessary that I make unto you a
proposition. I tell you, then, that the heavens are nine and that they are distant from one another even
as the first heaven is distant from the earth, which is distant from the earth five hundred years journey
wherefore the earth is distant from the highest heaven four thousand and five hundred years journey. I
tell you, accordingly, that the earth is in proportion to the first heaven as the point of needle, and the
first heaven in like manner is in proportion to the second as a point, and similarly all the heavens are
inferior each one to the next. But all the size of the earth with that of all the heavens is in proportion to
paradise as a point, nay, as a grain of sand. Is this greatness immeasurable?
The disciples answered: Yea, surely.
Then said Jesus: As God liveth, in whose presence my soul standeth, the universe before God is small
as a grain of sand, and God is as many times greater than it as it would take grains of sand to fill all
the heavens and paradise, and more. Now consider you if God hath any proportion with man, who is a
little piece of clay that standeth upon the earth. Beware, then, that you take the sense and not the bare
words, if you wish to have eternal life.172.
God saith thus to him that loveth him, and serveth him faithfully: "Go and consider the sands of the
sea, O my servant, how many they are. Wherefore, if the sea should give thee one single grain of
sand, would it appear small to thee? Assuredly, yes. As I, thy creator, live, all that I have given in this
world to all the princes and kings of the earth is less than a grain of sand that the sea would give thee,
in comparison of that which I will give thee in my paradise."
Consider, then, said Jesus, the abundance of paradise. For if God hath given to man in this world an
ounce of well-being, in paradise he will give him ten hundred thousand loads. Consider the quantity
of fruits that are in this world, the quantity of food, the quantity of flowers, and the quantity of things
that minister to man. As God liveth, in whose presence my soul standeth, as the sea hath still sand
over and above when one receiveth a grain thereof, even so will the quality and quantity of figs in
paradise excel the sort of figs we eat here. And in like manner every other thing in paradise. But
furthermore, I say unto you that verily, as a mountain of gold and pearls is more precious than the
shadow of an ant, even so are the delights of paradise more precious than all the delights of the
princes of the world which they have and shall have even unto the judgement of God when the world
shall have an end.
The disciples answered: God alone can know himself, and truly it is as said Isaiah the prophet: He is
hidden from human senses.
Jesus answered: So is it true; wherefore, when we are in paradise we shall know God, as here one
knoweth the sea from a drop of salt water.


It was 5-19-2014

Written by Craig. Posted in Craig's Blog

I thought to make a record of events 2 years ago before I forget:
It was 5-19-14. I remember that morning in May. I has just got up it was about 7 or 8 am. I had just bought some rosemary herb plants (3 of them I think) the day before from the Amish place off of locust point road where you turn at Bakers Restaurant to get there. I thought to plant them in the front yard near the street. So I got up wearing my sleeping cloths which was 2 items, a shirt and sweat pants with no pockets. I put on a pair of plastic slippers. I grabbed the plants off of the lawn table where I had put them the night before. I also grabbed a small hand shovel that I kept in a bucket with some gardening tools. Then I started to walk across the lawn along the street starting from the south side going north as I planned to find a place to plant them in the north west corner of the yard. I stopped to smell the roses, as I had a row of various roses growing along the way. And I stopped to look at my cactus patch. It was then from the corner of my eye I saw police cars zooming down the street at the edge of my yard. There were 5 cars which stopped abruptly in front of my house, and I heard the slamming of doors as officers came out and yelled at my to stop. One of them had a gun pointed at my head and he told me to drop what I had in my hands. I asked them what this was about, and the one next to him explained that they were arresting me because of having a goat on my property in violation of county zoning regulations. He explained that their original plan was to raid the house at 5 in the morning while everyone was still asleep, kick down the door and drag everyone out of bed. But their plan failed because some of them where late for work, although he did not say the details of why they were running late. He also explained that they were going evict me out of my house that same morning while I was in jail. He confessed that they orchestrated this event. This was part of their strategy. Craig and Lisa Balunsat look at signs made by their grandchildren about keeping their goat, Snowbird, at their home in Chesapeake City, Maryland, on February 14, 2012. The Balunsats are battline the county which says a zoning rule means she can't have the goat as a pet. Craig and Lisa Balunsat look at signs made by their grandchildren about keeping their goat, Snowbird, at their home in Chesapeake City, Maryland, on February 14, 2012. The Balunsats are battline the county which says a zoning rule means she can't have the goat as a pet.

http://www.gettyimages.ie/detail/news-photo/craig-and-lisa-balunsat-look-at-signs-made-by-their-news-photo/140292879 So they carted me off to jail. As I sat in the cold cement cell I counted the personal item I had, and they where 4. one shirt, one sweat pants and a left and right slipper. I got out a few hours later. I remember talking to the clerk lady, and she said they don't arrest for zoning code violations so she went to check on this on this and when she pulled the files and looked at them, she told me they had manipulated the system to arrest me by use of some type of body attachment which I did not understand.


So while I was being carted off to jail, they grabbed Lisa, my wife, and pulled her off the front porch. Lisa says that they held her hands behind her back. She was then frisked by a male officer and padded between her legs and that they were not supposed to touch her there nor on her breasts. They were rude to her and insulted her. She said she didn't understand why they were doing this, she thought everything was taken care off as we had been involved with legal filings regarding fraudulent activities of the lenders.. They said it was our fault that we were being lazy and not paying our mortgage. Then Skip Dewitt, the sheriff, told her, “I give you 5 minutes to find some where to put the goat or we're going to have to shoot it. So then Lisa asked some one she knew named Kelly who found someone to take the goat. She and Kelly were trying to get the goat in the blazer, but she didn't want to go. And Skip Dewitt leaned up against his car and was laughing because they were having a hard time getting the goat up in the blazer. And her wouldn't even help.

After I got out of jail a started to walk home, as I remember I had no money or phone or anything on me except my shirt and pants and slippers. I got home late that afternoon. All our things where pilled up in a heap in the front yard. And we had 48 hours to do something with our stuff. I just took what I could fit in the back of the blazer, and Lisa and I left. We went to the town of Elkton. The blazer broke down at the city pharmacy when we went to get Lisa's medication. We found some one to help move the car to the grocery store parking lot. With no place to go, we just sat in the car. After a few days, Lisa's legs and feet got swollen and puffed up from sitting in the car too long. We took her to the hospital but they sent here away with some pills. The next day she had severe pain in her chest. The ambulance had to come and get her. She almost died because of a blood clot in her lungs. I read on line that 1 out of every 3 people died from this. So I discovered that this is a dangerous condition. So that sitting in a car is dangerous to Lisa's health. So we met some homeless people who invited us to live in the woods next to them. With no place to go and with Lisa's health problems we decided to go live in the woods. We lived in the woods in a tent until December when Lisa got an apartment with the help of some lady advocates.  

An ending thought: 


Isaiah 57:1

New International Version
The righteous perish, and no one takes it to heart; the devout are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil.

New Living Translation
Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come.

English Standard Version
The righteous man perishes, and no one lays it to heart; devout men are taken away, while no one understands. For the righteous man is taken away from calamity;

New American Standard Bible
The righteous man perishes, and no man takes it to heart; And devout men are taken away, while no one understands. For the righteous man is taken away from evil,

King James Bible
The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

Holman Christian Standard Bible
The righteous one perishes, and no one takes it to heart; faithful men are swept away, with no one realizing that the righteous one is swept away from the presence of evil.

International Standard Version
"Also the righteous are perishing, but no one takes it to heart; devout people are taken away, while no one understands that the righteous person is taken away from calamity.

NET Bible
The godly perish, but no one cares. Honest people disappear, when no one minds that the godly disappear because of evil.

GOD'S WORD® Translation
Righteous people die, and no one cares. Loyal people are taken away, and no one understands. Righteous people are spared when evil comes.

JPS Tanakh 1917
The righteous perisheth, And no man layeth it to heart, And godly men are taken away, None considering That the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

New American Standard 1977
The righteous man perishes, and no man takes it to heart;
And devout men are taken away, while no one understands.
For the righteous man is taken away from evil,

Jubilee Bible 2000
The righteous perishes, and no man lays it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

King James 2000 Bible
The righteous perishes, and no man lays it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

American King James Version
The righteous perishes, and no man lays it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

American Standard Version
The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart; and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come .

Douay-Rheims Bible
THE just perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart, and men of mercy are taken away, because there is none that understandeth; for the just man is taken away from before the face of evil.

Darby Bible Translation
The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart; and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from before the evil.

English Revised Version
The righteous perisheth and no man layeth it to heart; and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

Webster's Bible Translation
The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

World English Bible
The righteous perishes, and no man lays it to heart; and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil [to come].

Young's Literal Translation
The righteous hath perished, And there is none laying it to heart, And men of kindness are gathered, Without any considering that from the face of evil Gathered is the righteous one. 




Written by Craig. Posted in Craig's Blog

The Stone

I had this vision while in the Mojave desert in Arizona. It was through the eyes of a character living about 200 years into the future. I saw a great river of water bursting from the desert ground. I saw mists and waterfalls. A great hi-way was along the great river as far as the eye could see. At the fountain of this great spring of water coming out of the ground were children playing in the water. The place was protected and bad people were not able to access this place.

It occured to me that the flute music in the ending part of this song corresponds with Isaiah 30:29 http://biblehub.com/isaiah/30-29.htm New American Standard Bible : You will have songs as in the night when you keep the festival, And gladness of heart as when one marches to the sound of the flute, To go to the mountain of the LORD, to the Rock of Israel. 

I wrote this song called The Stone:

(verse 1)
Things were bad in the city. I just had to get away, So I took my chance in the desert were no one dared to play.
But I soon ran out of water. And I got all hot and dry. And when I fell down to the ground I thought I'd died.

Yeah, I went into the waste land. Such a desolate and barren land. The ground was cracked and dry. With cliffs and desert sand.

(verse 2)
I woke up in a cave. And I was so surprised to see and old and aged women taking care of me.
She brought me back to life, and in the morning she was gone. But I seen she placed beside me a strange red magic stone.


(verse 3)
I held it in my hand. And the stone began to glow. An image filled my mind which showed me where to go.
So I went back to the desert but I was not afraid. Cause I knew the stone would guide me and I'd find my way.
It led me to a place hidden by the sand. With pretty colored rainbows and misty water falls.
The old woman was there and she smiled and waved at me. As children laughed and played in waters clear and pure.


I nicknamed this charactor Aaronstone.



The Mentinah Archives

Volume One thru Nine
(As of Jan. 12, 2011)
The Nemenhah  

Begin on page 918:

24. The Peli places a small red stone in the hearth and the Itsipi ceremony is
made as always, according to the custom of the Lodge. When the ceremony and
purification is finished, the Peli gives that small red stone to the offender as a
reminder of the ceremony and all that was accomplished in it. This same red
stone, when shown at the door, shall admit the offender into the Council and the
Principle Stone Carrier, taking the stone, announces the repentance of the
offender and that the offense is forgotten. Then is the offender admitted back into
full fellowship and none remembers the offense.
25. Now, this small, red stone does not signify that any person has declared the
offender worthy. It becomes the declaration of the offender that the feet have
been placed upon the path of repentance and that it is to be hoped that the
Peacemaker will lead and guide upon that road. It is a little token and a reminder
of a covenant made with Him who is mighty to save.
26. This same is a pattern used in all instances of offense and it is a useful thing
in the Lodges and Communities of the Nemenhah. For behold, we are all
offenders and there must be some way for us to repent and make amends. It is
but a little sacrifice for us to give away our sins that we may know He who
918purifies us. Yea, in this way we may work at inner purity and not simply wish for
it. In this way are we doers of the word, not hearers only.
27. For behold, we are saved from the foundation of the world from all that we
do that one might assume to be able to prevent us from returning again into the
rest and peace which the Peacemaker has promised us if we believe on Him.
Even so great is His grace. Yet, we are reminded that He desires us to work in
that state of grace with all our mind, might and strength, not half-hearted, but full
of good intention. We may do nothing that will add or take away from that grace
which He has already given, but we may do a great deal in adding or taking away
from our own ability to live within that grace. Therefore did He rightly say, “
Show me your faith without your works and I will show you my faith by my
28. And he does not lie, wherefore, He has both faith and works. Behold, His
words teach us that He, even the author of or faith, has as much need of it as we,
and the works thereof also. How great is this ensample to us! Yea, and how
wondrous to know that we may attain to all that He has!
29. This same did He teach unto His followers far away in the land of our first
fathers, and shall that which He teaches one depart from that which He teaches
another? Nay! But it is the same.
30. Therefore, the little red stone is symbolic of the small, still voice which
reminds us and instructs us in the ways of the Peacemaker, that we may walk in
His footsteps and speak words like unto those which our ancestors heard from
His own tongue.
And behold, it is also for this cause that many of the
Nemenhah, when they place a stone in the center of the Medicine Wheel to
signify themselves, it is a red stone. Yea, it is a little token of a mighty covenant.

The Poet

Written by Craig. Posted in Craig's Blog

The Poet

Sometimes it is easier to just be a child and have your parents or guardians  carry the load and so you can be a little child and play without concerns for being responsible for the way things are, your reality and world events. I wrote the song Poet’s Dream in 2010.It is about a time when things were like this. Our parents were busy taking care of things for the family and didn’t have time for us. I called our guardians poets.  This was to comfort us during these strange times. If is nice to know that we are not alone and people are in the background watching over us while we play. To make sure we don’t harm ourselves, in all our silly games, wandering adventures and mischievous floundering. Not realizing the dangers taking for granted that someone is always going to be there to protect us.  Times are changing, and our guardians are wanting us to grow up a little bit.  It’s comforting to know that we are like little children and there is someone watching over us. I felt this comfort and tried to articulate it in this song.